Manda♥Salad

I love you today, yesterday and every tomorrow.

2010-08-19T01:56:00.003+08:00

Hey Boy, I Miss You :)

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was going through my archives, found this blog post of way khong writing this. I still remember I asked him to post smth on my blog and he refuse to do so. He wrote this while he was waiting for me to sleep. I admit I am such an ignorant and bad girlfriend. He'll get me whatever I want or need and pay for almost everything. Before he started working he used to come watch me sleep and make sure I'm asleep then he'll go off himself around 4 in the morning. but sometimes 6 in the morning. Then I'd be complaining when i see him getting so tired everytime i wanna talk to him. :( He always make sure I eat a lot and the last thing he would ever want is to see me starve and i do it all the time. Sometimes no matter how tired he is he will always bring me to eat something or tapau for me ... Or when he knows I'm unhappy he went and bought me Grey's Anatomy and brought it to me.. I've never done all these and sometimes I feel like shit and I feel like a bitch for second guessing him or scold him during the PMS period. He keeps a picture of me in his wallet and he goes through the pictures we took tgt from his phone every chance he gets.. lol. Sigh, Im sorry syg I suck :( and this is the blogpost im talking abt haha

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Hi I am Amanda Cheng. I like pokemon, food, singing, my pc, ipod, etc. I afraid of ghosts, heights, being broke and getting bad results. Its my holidays now and thats why I changed my blog name into FREEDOM but then, I feel like changing it to BOREDOM. Anyways, I'm joking. Im not Amanda. Miss Amanda is down on her bed at this very moment fast asleep. But the stuff that I wrote above is all fully her thoughts, no alterations. Nevertheless, I am quite aware that our beloved Amanda's blog has a fair number of readers. And knowing that our Amanda is quite the very lazy and there hasnt been a proper post for weeks, I am here to help her update her blog :P Regrettably, for those people who enjoyed Amanda's writings, todays post might not be whats expected.

Long story short, I'll do a post on her. Amanda Cheng Yi Ling is one of the most easy going girl I've ever met. She has a few good friends but she can hang out with anyone, listen and talk about almost any crap that you can think of. She's casual, kind and witty. However, she is a little tougher than some girls you know cuz she's overcome so much by herself. People who knows her might probably know what Im talking about and agree to my statement. Also Amanda has a sweet decent looking face and I know this as a fact cuz her facebook receives about 72457245 stranger requests a day. But I'd understand. Cuz if I didnt know her.. I'd probably stalk her facebook too -.- Till this very moment, I've come to know Amanda for almost 4 months. In this good 4 months, I've come to conclude that Amanda is a true friend material, a workaholic, a lovable person, an inspiration, and a very big influence especially in me. So to those who know her, cherish her because there may not be another Amanda Cheng in this world.

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The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected.

2010-08-13T22:39:00.000+08:00

Assignments are driving me crazy ! But its gonna be over on monday. Still, there's a lot to do yet so little time.

say Hi to pooh bear. This toy originally belong to my brother. My parents got it from citibank. This is the real Pooh face ok. These days the pooh out there look so retarded..

I just can't wait for my holidays to come. But at the same time i know i'll feel weird cause there's nothing to do. I think I've fallen in love with stress. When I know work's gonna be done soon and classes gonna be over I tend to feel so incomplete. And of course, i will miss the Kelly Ongz and Thaiipitpit.

And how time flies, now is already the fasting month. =/

times flies ~ wheeeeeee

okay continue my axonometric plan :)

bye

Everything is clearer when you're in love

2010-08-06T19:42:00.000+08:00

I love you, do you ?

Barbie Pink Lips

2010-08-03T02:26:00.000+08:00

anyone have any suggestions on what to with my hair ? I'm so sick of it.

I don't wake up very early to style my hair :( so its always out of shape. UGH so frustrating !

doing my work now. sigh. I can't wait for holidays :(

see ya soon :)

With you, I feel safe and sound

2010-08-01T13:09:00.000+08:00

I study, I am still younger than you, I'm very attached to the ones I'm closed to. I am starting to think if we're right for each other. I am afraid of letting go. You'll always think that I won't let go. You're working now, you're so so so busy and barely have time for me. When the time we always wanna hang out, you're always tired. Don't get too fucked up reading this :) you're always tired. Whether you're working or not working, you're tired. I am not blaming you. We barely meet each other anymore if you realize. I sometimes wonder if you'll be happier without me in your life. I really love you with all the love I have.

Those were the days

2010-07-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

Today is a boring day ! Hate it when people take things for granted. you suck

And since I have nothing to blog about because my life so so boring. I'm just gonna randomly type whatever is in my mind right now.

Okay, let me talk about my childhood. I remember there was this once, I was flipping over a pokemon sticker book. The stickers were all over the place. So i decide to stick them back to their place! And then this lady with her son, walking pass me and the son goes like "mummy i also wanna play the sticker". She looked at and goes like "girl, you cannot simply take the sticket out you know. huh? very naughty" from that time on I wish i could throw a book flat at her face, I WAS BEING FUCKING NICE LOR. STICK BACK THOSE STICKERS IN ITS OWN PLACE TT

Next, McDonalds. I'm sure a few of my friends heard this before. I rmb i wanted to eat mcDonalds. Then my mum ask me to buy myself. and I have NEVER bought anything myself when i was 7. lol. so I am very scared. I hold the money my mum gave like I was about to give away the money or smth. Then I stand infront of McDonalds with stress and feelings like ready to get humiliated. And the first thing i was so worried about is that what if i can't open the door. I tell you last time i am very skinny. ppl use to ask my parents did they feed me. ok, and thank got a lady came out and the door never close :P So I went in and stared at the fella. He asked me what if I am eating here or take away. I was like O.o ? err.. thank god there's this uncle who helped me and ordered for me. we talked in canto. ^^ then when I finished buying. There goes my biggest nightmare again. Opening the damn door. I was holding my food with both hands. how.. or how? then i saw this lady push the door open with the butt. I was so amazed by that. I stood there for a few minutes thinking what I should do. Then one of the McD fellas opened the door for me. THANK GOD !!

okay what else. Let me think. Oh, I couldn't hold a broom and a "penyodok" in one hand. I was so sad and jealous when I saw my frens holding them in one hand. I need two hands lor. I also remember someone whacked me with a penyodok before. That fella was fighting with Jeswena I think. then i was behind them. Jeswena with a broom and she with a penyodok. then her penyodok hit my cheek. yes the eggs. no, they didn't break. just got dent. means dimples. lol

I love to jump on the bed. I remember last time I was really short though. I can jump and jump and jump and fucking jump on everybody's bed ! then i grew taller. my hand can touch the fan. :( I was so sad. I also remember that I jump until the wooden bed broke. lol...

Also, I heard from my dad that he said when i was like really young he gave lots of grape and I ate like a lot. Then when I shit its green in color. which scares the fuck outta him.

ok.. nvm

Then when i was young, I pray and i held the jawstick. People their whole body with their body 90 degrees forward, i only move my head downwards and my body stay stills. Then the jawstick poked my eyes. my oh my.

And also how I've overcomed lizard as my fear. My house filled with lizards. Its like as if we're living in their house. one time, theres this lizard stayed on my towel but i couldn't see. Then after i showered I wrapped myself with my towel and i felt something.. it was so disgusting i tell you. I didn't wanna bathe at my own toilet for weeks. I got raped by a lizard !! Also when i was young i point at the ceiling asking my dad what's that. Yeap the lizard fell right on my face.

bye

killing me softly

2010-07-23T20:58:00.000+08:00

ever seen such ugly designs before ? I have not. lol

updates soon ! :)

Give me some love, please ?

2010-07-20T19:13:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone. Finally got some time to update the blog ! :)

I live in a world with no gravity.. LOL

Assignments are fuckin me up real fuckin hard fuckfickfock. My life's basically filled with fetching brothers and assignments. Today my plans got returned and gotta resubmit again. Sigh. Mid Term for Morale this thursday. Friday, Project submission and also Final project will be given.

And come to think of it today is Tuesday. It means tomorrow no class ! I know i'll only be happy tonight. Tomorrow, I HATE YOU.

Jason gave us our Final Project. To design a Travel Agency office. Yay or Nay ?

I can be excited. But there's too much to do.. wait I mean think. How am I suppose to do if I can't think of any ideas?

Sigh, I am so inlove with Benefit's cosmetics. Their products remind me of barbie dolls cosmetics i used to play last time. heh. I wanna buy everything Benefit has !!!

Oh, I watched Eclipse already. (DUH? Amanda, you've been annoying everyone)

Edward is getting uglier. seriously. Although the first director sucked, but he made Edward so stunningly handsome. in New Moon, he just got weirder and now in Eclipse, its just ugh. But the movie was good of course. Better than the other two. lol.

And then I watch Inception as well !! hehehe, I think I watched almost all the movies I want. Well, if you don't plan to watch Inception, you're missing the most anticipated movie of the year. :) Yup, it is good. STFU AND WATCH FUCKA'S

Also, we have a field trip in TOA ! I am still thinking if I should go :( RM 4000.00 !! but of course including the places we Interior Designs would love to visit. Oh I forgot, its in SHANGHAI. :D

Other majors are allow to go as well! Please do sign up and pay RM500 deposit to the ID department! If there's not enough student who apply, the trip will be canceled !

diu, i ownself also dunno wanna go or not.

And I feel like I look so sleepy and ugly without color lenses. Like put make up also no cure. Still so ugly.

see what I mean ?

hurm

Its so dark and gloomy. Pika skedz

byebye

Worries and stress

2010-07-09T15:15:00.002+08:00

Things I am stressing about now.

1. Can't function AutoCAD on my laptop
2. Jason's office design
3. AutoCAD plans and elevations
4. How scary will the final projects be
5. What to wear tonight for Eclipse. (vain in front of the Cullens)
6. Will there be Team Riley ? THEY BETTER HAVE ONE
7. Does Edward still kisses bella like she got bad breath ?
8. How to make way khong sparkle..

I'm so tired these days. I've been buying lots of stuff these days. or its actually yesterday and today lol. still ! When I usually have my allowance I'll give it to Way Khong so he can keep it for me. but he didn't this month ! here goes all the spendings on make up :( well, elianto's having sales :(

first of all, thank ah peck for the clips. ^^

my foundation.. lol

my orange colored blush ! I love the smell. smell smell so good

hehe finally got my matte dark lipstick :)

this one just bought today. lol. pink eyeshadow

and then i kacau the pooh

and i kacau again

then its all about me lol

hello its so sunny -_- wtf

my teeth doesn't look crooked here ! wohoo

bye

edited; 4:06pm

9. my new guard look cute. should I buy him karipap? wonder if he speaks english
10. still having hard time thinking which scene will they play Metric's All Yours ! and whats the end credit song... if thats what you call it. boo

Surprise Picky baby

2010-07-04T16:45:00.000+08:00

Yesterday we planned a little early surprise for Picky. Dinner at Chilli's in Empire Gallery.

while waiting for jac jac

camwhore camwhore lol

hehe

still doing her postcard haha

muke tahan berak #56457457

Jac drove a Prado so that we can hide in her car boot. LOL. Then when Jac and Picky got out of the car, Jac purposely left the key behind. then me and yvonne were up with our most messiest self. wear shoe and hearband then faster run to chilli's.

and then say hello to ah peck!

and my camera doesn't make you guys look fat k ! NOT MY PHOTOGRAPHY SKILL EITHER !

see so skinny !!

me and Yvonne :)

LOL

me and picky :)

yvonne and picky. macam baru keluar dari penjara

Jac and I :)

Jac and Yvonne :)

Jac and ah peck/ picky :P

I love this picture ! but that guy behind kacau

Hope you enjoyed yourself ytd peck peck. love ya :)

bye

Miss you like KREHZZY

2010-07-01T23:06:00.000+08:00

fail ! but thanks BB for the scarfband ! shall wear it together one day :P hamtaro and pikachu

So far this week, I enjoyed the ID week. All the talks and laughs and the hot guy :P I am going to miss it. And I still havent figure out how I want to design the Telemarketing office! I wanna do something I love ! Will update more !

bye ! :)

Malaysian Timber Council

2010-07-01T01:16:00.000+08:00

I thought I was late for the field trip! but I wasn't hahaha.

while we were waiting for the late ones.. say hello to buzz and woody !

and mr.incredible !!

then the bus arrive. kelly sat beside me

thaii sat in front of me !

reached !

entrance..

water for..

there's a lot more students. haha

say hello so samson

it was different form what I expected. haha

what the picture said

not enough for all the students ! so I didn't wear.. and my leg damn dirty after that haha

look at all ze excited faces hahaha

explaining to us about the particle board

nice right ?!

fatty fatty bom bom

thanks kelly for taking this picture ! I look 160cm HEHE

hehe my favourite door

in the library hehe

all of us !

Had fun :) Thank you Eric and MTC

Villi Geow's Surprise

2010-06-29T19:40:00.000+08:00

look at those happy faces ^^

Healthy as horse !

2010-06-28T23:39:00.000+08:00

I am very stress everyone. I thought exploration week can make me feel a little better. So I can drag my work a little.. but no. All of a sudden I gotta show so many stuff next week. suck.

Also, I am going to start eating cereals everyday ! starting from tomorrow. or the day after tomorrow. or when I buy cereals. I don't know. I was suppose to buy cereals today but in the end I just bought milk and orange juice. I hate milk. ANTI-MILK FOREVER. but I need to have strong bones ! MILK FTW !!!!

Today I tried so hard not to eat anything unhealthy or fattening. So I ate apple for my snack ! ^^

see my face so jiwang makan epal

And BTW I watched Knight & Day.

Tom Cruise still strong and short with 8 packs. oh still very yeng

I think it'll be good for everyone because its got a lot of shootings and lesser science related stuff lol

and I bought Cougar Town ! watched 2 episodes ! Its alright. But DVD is the best companion when you're lonely. I love dvds.. I wanna marry dvd.. I wanna be dvd girl sell dvd ! My username is DVD_GAL1991

Today was the ID week opening ceremony by Eric Leong. And also speakers from Nippon. There's a lot upcoming competition for interior designs. Sigh, I feel so lazy to do. Why am I not motivated. I hate myself this way. All you do is complain complain and complain amanda cheng sau seng lah

okay tomorrow is Field Trip to Malaysian Timber Council.

I MUST WAKE UP TOMORROW OMG

bye

I must be skinny !

2010-06-27T19:10:00.000+08:00

From today onwards I will start making breakfast and EAT breakfast!!

and then work out. Must work out and MUST BE HEALTHY.

MUST BE SKINNY AND WILL BE SKINNY

Because..

LIFE

UNFAIR

bye i am angry

7 reasons NOT to have Werewolf as your boyfriend.

2010-06-24T14:27:00.000+08:00

uh huh Jacob Black i'm talkin' to ya team jacob out there. Team edward rule the world

1. He got fake abs. That's totally fake. Even if its real, he'll have a fuckin big fst tummy because he'll get old (unlike edward)

2. He is a dog. Only Bitches goes well with a dog. Are you a bitch ?

3.He doesn't own a volvo.

4.He'll have grey / white hair

5. He made new moon the worst book among the others

6. HE doesn't sparkle. He don't dazzle you. You wanna be dazzled. RIGHT?

7. HE doesn't freaking play the piano. HE IS NOT GOOD IN FINGERING YOU.

He is not a vampire.. that's what..

bye

Signs your boyfriend doesn't love you anymore

2010-06-24T01:37:00.000+08:00

1. He doesn't call as often anymore. Calls you expecting won't come

2. You're always the last he want to see.

3. No convo about the "me and you" anymore.

4. They're always busy with other people

5. They'll always tell you they feel pressured when all you want is to see them and spend time with them. Sad much?

6. He only hugs you when he's sleeping

7. He doesn't tell you where, when and who is he going out with anymore

Just stick to a fictional character. TEAM EDWARD FTW and FUCK ALL DICKHEADS

byebye

so many work to do !

2010-06-20T16:57:00.000+08:00

Just came home from Toy Story 3. It was quite a rush since my man friend need to get to some badminton thing at 4. lol. i just got home and now is 15 minutes to 5 o'clock. =/

Anyways ! Toy story 3 was alright to me. Its kinda weird because it doesn't really seem like a show for kid anymore. I remember when I used to watch the first and second one, my dad use to tell me to learn from the show and not throw and abandon your toys because toys were the one who were always there for you. not the dodgy ones like the sohai baby or what not :S

Talking about toys, I think I used to have lots of barbies and disney character collections. I have mickey, minnie, pluto, goofy, donald (no daisy) and pooh ! lol also dalmation is still with me. Only Pooh and Dalmation is still in my room. I think they others are in the store room. (ok now I feel bad wth)

I also remember I use to carry Minnie Mouse all around with me. all around. Everywhere I go. I carry her with me. I don't know why. Its a kid thing.

see i still treat pooh really well. ignore the fat legs. actually it isn't that fat ok ! (ok maybe it is) Its Way Khong the bad camera man's fault.

ok bye

7 reasons to have a vampire boyfriend

2010-06-20T11:20:00.000+08:00

or to have edward cullen as your boyfriend. (no)

1. He doesn't sleep. He won't sleep and He NEVER FUCKIN SLEEP!! This is a very big plus you know.

2. He is very fast. When you need him to be there, he'll be there within a minute ! HOW'S THAT !

3. With him, you don't have to be afraid. because he'll protect you with his.. fangs?

4. He is a virgin ^^

5. stays young, gorgeous and sexy.. FOREVER

6. Has a very amazing vocabulary !

7. HE IS SUPER RICH !!!

Bonus: HE CAN ENTER YOUR ROOM WITHOUT YOUR PARENTS NOTICING ! HOW COOL IS THAT !! :D

bye

Hello Mellow I wanna eat Marshmellow

2010-06-19T16:24:00.000+08:00

I shall stop typing on my assignment for a while now.

An update for today. These days I always update my blog. Yep, I'm serious about keeping the blog alive :) Today I went lunch at The Gardens at One U. Ordered my Garden's beef burger. So juicy.. LOL. So tonight cannot eat d. Damn big lor the portion. Ate the whole burger but fries cannot eat. Then now I am here. by here means my mum's office. Why ? Because I took way khong's car and thought I'll just bring it here for a car wash.
SEE I'M THE BEST GIRLFRIEND EVER OKAY.

And guess what, I forgot to give way khong the camera to take pictures of his office for my assignment. ugh. I hate myself so bad :( Then I have to trouble him tomorrow to take it for me instead. sigh. not a very good girlfriend after all.

Okay, I better get back to work. More updates to come ! BYE !

btw; ONG KELLY, YOUR BOOK ARRIVED LIAO ! SEE YOU ON MONDAY WITH YOU SMELLY BOOK HEHE

okbye

gazillion workload

2010-06-18T17:16:00.001+08:00

Where were you 3 hours ago?

-Eating lunch with Yi-Vonne at Bie hive :)

Who are you in love with?
Way Khong <3

Have you ever eaten a crayon?
No? haha

Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

My Hello Kitty pillow ! :)

When is the last time you went to the mall?

just 3 hours ago? I go sunway pyramid every weekdays. college

Are you wearing socks right now?

no.

When was the last time you drove out of town?

never. O.o

Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?

Nope

Are you hot?
Not the weather, but me? Hell yeah i'm hot :D

What was the last thing you had to drink?

I don't drink. I chew ice. You should try that.

What are you wearing right now?
Hoodie flair long top and a denim shorts.

Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?

I let the car wash do it

Last food that you ate?
Pandan Layer Cake :)

Where were you last week at this time?

I should be at home as well ! :)

Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
No! not last week !

When is the last time you ran?
err, i forgot

What's the last sporting event you watched?
badminton i guess

What is your favorite animal?

LION !

Your dream vacation?
I WANNA GO TO NEW YORK AND LAS VEGAS

Last person's house you were in?
err, Ryan's? Went to take his car

Worst injury you've ever had?
Sprained my neck

Have you been in love?
Yes. :)

Do you miss anyone right now?
Yes I do ^^

What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
look at them and when they caught you looking at them, stay.. stay.. and look away with a smile. O.o

What are your plans for tonight?
Assignments ?!!

Next trip you are going to take?
The One Academy class L-1 (-_-)

Ever go to camp?
the st.John ?

Were you an honor roll student in school?
no.. not at all

What do you want to know about the future?
if the world is going to end

Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
yes, perfume. Cherie dior or dior cherie.. dunno

Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
no.

Where is your best friend?
At home i guess. makan epal

How is your best friend?
She is fine. Still eating epal

What are you listening to right now?

It's Amazing - Jem

Do you collect anything?
Rubbish ! :D

Who is the biggest gossiper you know?
I don't stick with gossipers

Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?

never

What does your last text message say?
"Ming zi! Don't worry you'll get used to it :)"

Do you like hot sauce?
no

Last time you took a shower?
This morning

Do you need to do laundry?
no

Are you someone's best friend?
Yes

Are you rich?
No i'm not

What were you doing at 12AM last night?
Doing my assignment

HELL FUCKING YEAH I AM BORED

Tired eyes

2010-06-18T00:17:00.000+08:00

I miss taking pictures with you

Today was a really tiring day. Sometimes I wish i could get a coffee to wake me up but coffee doesn't seem to work at all for me. Plus, I have no money.

I was at the college till evening today. After Morale class, Kelly and I went to the student lounge to finish up my Autocad. Thank god I save it every minute because it totally failed me in the end. Haven't print it yet but will print with the classmates tomorrow. :)

Then we went pappa rich, and thought I wanna spend Kelly something to eat since she helped me in my Autocad :D hehe

Then I came home, got IM by my mum said that she forgot to ask me to pick my brothers, and I went out and pick them up. yes, so tired.

Then I came home and then I see way khong and then he goes off and then I am here typing about my day.

boring day

bye

wheeeeee

2010-06-17T19:48:00.000+08:00

I can't wait for eclipse !! I think most of the movies I wanna watch is coming out on July.

ECLIPSE

My favourite book among the twilight series! Lets hope they show the parts that I would love to watch! Edward is such a romantic and caring guy in there! and Jacob should continue barking !!

INCEPTION

Another Nolan's creation. the soundtrack's almost the same as Dark Knight's one. So excited for this as well! I think it will be the hit !

THE LAST SONG

Miley Cyrus ! YAY! i love her and the book is written by Nicholas Spark! I'm reading Dear John now, and I am going so The Last Song very soon ! >:)

and OMFG WTF I forgot sex and the city 2 is out today !! SO FUCKING EXCITED LOR TT

update more later

bye

breathe

2010-06-16T17:24:00.000+08:00

byebye

There's so many ways to love you

2010-06-16T10:25:00.001+08:00

hello, assignments are fucking me up so it is basically ruining my life ! TT hence, the face 0o0"

Other than that, I watched Karate Kid ! It is so good ! I love Jaden Smith! I rate it 8/10 :D:D

Also, Sex and the City 2 ! I can't wait but I still have to wait (?) because I don't know if I would wanna watch in the cinema because I know there will be a lot of scenes to be cut. hurm, we'll see.

And keith just uploaded pictures from lesley.

Nice right the picture. ^^

:P

Oh, and yesterday I have left RM60 in my purse, I bought hair accessories. and now I am broke !!

okay! see you guys soon :)

bye

brain dead

2010-06-14T15:29:00.000+08:00

I just got back home and all I think about is my newly stupid pinkish purpleish blog (?)

Its gay. Why did choose this color anyways? I'm such a whore, I like whory and gay stuff. And I also like creating words like whory.. or does whory actually exist?

Designing is horror. Interior Design is horror. If anyone of you out there want to join interior design, save your money. Its HORROR. Like a lot scarier than Jaws. And Jaws IS scary. The shark wanna eat you. You should be scared.

Anyways, choose study instead. Go study account or business. You don't have to crack your mind for creativity and ideas for your project.

YOU DON'T HAVE TO FUCKING DRAW A PLAN.

I don't get it, I have to draw a kitchen plan. The lecturer told me I don't have to draw the bathroom. Then last week's tutorial she goes like..

"OH YOU HAPH TU DLAW TOILET AH, EFELIBADY OSO GOT OH"

oh?

now I have to draw my bathroom plan ? I hate my kitchen bathroom. It stink. My grandaunt brush her fake teeth in there. DUH ? And there was this one time she forgot to wear the false teeth when we were going out for dinner, its was hilarious because she have no teeth. yeah, people with no teeth are hilarious. right ?

I'm going to hell

anyways, bathroom. Bathroom ? *shows the are you sure face in MING ZI style*

I HAVE TO SHOW THE FINAL WORK TOMORROW. I haven't even ink it yet.

I have a very fussy lecturer. I miss Eric Leong.

I'm so gonna get screwed tomorrow. Karma..

okay

I wanna marry a vampire. and have Vampire babies.

bye

Today

2010-06-13T21:14:00.000+08:00

You know the feeling like, just all of a sudden you feel so sad and wanna sleep forever or don't wake up at all?

I feel like there's so much to do, but actually there isn't much.

Sigh, and the new layout and background is a bit gay for me huh?

wish me luck. I wanna be happy

bye

2010-05-31T19:19:00.001+08:00

your mother chao cibai fucking fuckface. I am not in the mood already. I AM A VERY ANGRY PERSON NOW. I HATE DRIVING. I HATE CARS.

DO NOT TALK TO ME ABOUT FUCKING CARS I DON'T GIVE ANY FUCKING DUMB PETPET SHITS YOU WHAT SORT OF NONSENSE.

SEI AUNTY, honk at me mah lan. got car in front cannot see is it. My car too small so it blocked you ah sei pat poh. I swear if anyone try to honk me one more time I make sure I die with you.

diu nia seng, drive Naza try act like I can honk anyone, go install speakers on your whole car la chau hai.

Some more live behind my house. I hope you have a son or daughter who will see this. Because I really wanna pass by your house everyday and give you some freaking cock stare and make sure you no tetek wanna give your husband suck.

And wanna turn in somewhere signal lah chao petpet. Signal put there for what. Let you act like a dick to suck is it. maybe you like it lah, I think your husband's dick also fucking chard lan small.

I hate my life. I hate it when I am unhappy. I hate it when no one cares. I hate it when the one i needed most isnt there.

And you.Yeah you. I hate myself for being this way, but i swear I hate you even fucking more that you treat me this way. bastard

your boyfriend

2010-05-17T19:50:00.001+08:00

What I want in a boyfriend

1. No matter what, he should at least spend some time with you. And not treating your house like a hotel where he can come anytime he want or don't come when he don't feel like it.

2. Doesn't break promises. Those that tell you they're coming but in the end they are not coming and act like "its okay my girlfriend won't mind".

3. That hates HATES.. yes, THAT FUCKING HATE gaming. 'nuff said.

4. That knows how to differentiate a pretty girl and a NOT pretty girl. Seriously, a face like that. okay, i'm being a bitch.

5. Not too outgoing. Not a good thing when your boyfriend is too outgoing because he'll look like he's flirting with his girl friends.

6. NOT change the subject when I'm talking about something

7. I'm going out with my friends tonight. You can come if you want. (WTF)

8. should love his girlfriend more than his friends

9. Don't tell me that he hate it when I'm sad, just slap me. No point telling because boyfriend is the one that made you this way. (TRUE ENOUGH)

10. Devoted to ONE person.

bye

2010-05-10T19:44:00.000+08:00

Jing's Birthday

2010-05-05T23:03:00.000+08:00

I look quite horrible in these pictures because there's no color lens and my hair never tiup. I wonder if i should just tie my hair everytime I go out. Damn lazy wanna blow lah. zzz

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Okay, so it is Jing's Birthday! As usual, Yi-vonne will drive to my house and I'll drive to the place! not any special place lah, a place i go everyday. Sunway Pyramid. What I mean by going everyday is that my college is there, thats why. I'm not that lifeless okay. Maybe I am a little but stfu.

as usual, camwhore :P while waiting for Jing at starbucks.

epal

Then, Jac and Michelle came. We head to Kim Gary

Jing and KON

HELLO

TOO EXCITED

Jac and Jing

too excited to eat with 4 girls.

hehe

Okay bye

Somebody needs a Happy Meal

2010-05-04T11:18:00.000+08:00

Hi, here i am again. Told you I will update my blog and keep it alive. wahahaha. but except that every post is so damn short and my readers will just go away ..

Anyways, I just woke up. Still feeling a bit tired and all. My eyes are always red and out of shape when I wake up. That is why I feel prettier at night :P my eyes wide open wahahaha

Things I get frustrated about

1. I HATE IT THAT I AM SUCH A COWARD. Such as when I hear weird noise in my bathroom or no weird noise at all, I still don't dare to go to the bathroom. I think about Ghost all the time. And also why i hate that I'm such a coward is because I cannot wash my face.. my make up stays on my face and sleep with me . . no wonder my skin can't breathe !!

2. My eyelashes. Or you can say the Majolica Majorica mascara.. They doesn't say its waterproof but that stupid damn thing doesn't go away.. seriously, I took a shower and it didn't move. and now i am rubbing it to get the stains off..

3. When people tells me Edward Cullen is a freak. Get your facts right and say it properly. Edward Cullen or Robert Pattinson?!?! Its a whole different thing.. one is a fictional character and the other is an actor. SOHAI... stop coming to me and tell me twilight suck and edward suck. Stephenie Meyer is a good ..

4. Imma . .OK. That.. also bothers me. Imma is I'm a.. or I'm going to (shortened) . . not I'm . .

5. When I come to the fifth number of the stuff i want to write I run out of ideas. ANOTHER DAMN THING TO GET FRUSTRATED ABOUT

Anyways, yeah. So when I get frustrated I wanna pull stuff. Like i wanna rip a cloth or something. Very frustrating.. yes. I feel pointless for posting this up also..

AND YES

6. I HAVE NO MONEY. When I say i have no money.. I really have NO MONEY AT ALL. .

Okay, that's not really frustrating right. oh well..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING ! I don't have a picture of you and me but will you soon. HAVE FUN :)

goodbye

The Three best beauty bloggers!

2010-05-03T17:57:00.000+08:00

I like watching videos on youtube. I like tutorials because i like to see how people talk and express themselves. I want to post videos also but my england very the garbage so I think its a bad idea. I just updated my blog so here i am again updating it! I wanna keep this blog alive so i am gonna update it everyday.

Three best beauty bloggers ! to me..

Michelle phan aka ricebunny! Use to visit her blog and I watch her video eversince she started. She is very creative and I love all her videos because its so nice and easy to watch and understand.

Miss Jessica Harlow. She is very pretty herself and I love how she do all her videos! She always review all the products she use and have lots of celebrity inspired make up! Who doesn't wanna look like celebs !!

From head to toe! Her name is Jen. I like her beauty blog because she reviews a lot of good stuff for asians skins. And i love all her stuff! its so cute!

I wish I can have all the make up products I want. But no money!! Must save and buy more !!

:P

With you, I would walk anywhere

2010-05-03T17:29:00.000+08:00

Hello, I feel like a very lousy blogger because i nothing to blog about most of the time when i log in to blogspot. =/ But at the same time I would wanna blog because it can kill my boredom and make this blog of mine alive.

Everyday I fetch my brothers until i can go mad and crazy soon and sometimes i wanna purposely bang my car so i don't have to drive!! okay, not that bad lah but something like that *touchwood*

I'm browsing through my folders to see if there's any stuff i can upload.

During CNY 2010. some random and unnecessary pictures..

hehe, i'm very vain :P

and this is yivonne, those days when we go college early just to eat kim gary. and its coming back the next week. die lol

till then ! :)

byebye

:(

2010-05-01T01:49:00.000+08:00

life sucks. So bad. And when the person you need the most isn't there and he couldn't give you what you want, you get disappointed. What more when the person you need tells you they'll do this and that or what fuck lanjiao, then everything turns out the opposite. Then when you tell that someone about what you think, they'll say why everything i do not good enough. Don't say things that you can't do, it disappoints people. And also respect. Talk to each other like they're the most important thing to you. Don't raise your voice and then tell me "i didn't, i was just telling you" when i didn't raise my voice at all. I don't care if that special someone wants to meet his friends or whatnot, but don't just tell me after you tell me we're gonna do something together. Girls constantly tell themselves, this is okay, everything will be fine. But in the end of the day, they get paranoid and want their special someone's attention but the special someone won't be there. Then he will tell you how bad you make him feels. Or when you're at your most lowest self esteem day, he'll thought you're doing it just because you want him to care. You dress up nicely and purposely wake up early to spend more time on your make up or shave your leg hair or blow dry your hair until damn chun for him, he never compliments. Maybe seeing each other, they'll get bored. Action speaks louder than words? no, action lies louder than words.

bye

roarr

2010-04-26T18:20:00.000+08:00

Hello. I am craving for a lot of food but I wanna be skinnier. how ? mati ba.. lol

Few days before I went to the Nail art saloon somewhere near my house with yvonne. pretty random. I did pedi and she did mani. Wanted to kick the fella when she scrub my leg. ticklish weyh. lol.

sorry for the fat legs and big feet + hairy legs

And I watched Date Night

I liked it ! Its funny because Tina Fey herself is already funny. lol ;P

Also, I watched When In Rome

Its not bad. Funny but quite ridiculous. haha

I've been watching Twilight over and over again. The Edward Cullen sickness is back. die die. I can't wait for Eclipse !! More action going on ! And the new Vampire !!!! HE looks GOOD as a vampire, and in some angle he looks like Justin Bieber. Such an insult, i'm sorry. TT

TEAM EDWARD FTW

i look so fair here. Give me red eyes then i'll be a vampire too :P

pan kute

Haih, i really don't know what to post. lol

byebye

dai ga hou

2010-04-21T15:04:00.000+08:00

Hello. very long never update my blog already as you can see. haha. Very lazy to update because I am a very lazy girl and I like to lie down on my bed and don't move my fingers. I wish I can be like Matilda. lolol

Anyways, few things I've done when this blog wan't updated! If you have me on Facebook you should know that I'm on my holidays. Very boring. So i worked for Digi iPhone which is also very boring. And I swear I'll never go back there and I'll be a Digi hater FOREVER !! lolol

And also, what else? yumcha. with Yi-Vonne most of the time. And partied with BB's classmates few days ago at MOS, yep again. And hung out with way khong during the weekends.

And there's nothing i can update about! OH yeah. I cut my hair. as you can see from the previous post pictures. Randomly cut it before class starts. Miss my long hair already but whatever. Just for a change. Not like I look like shit now :P

I hate how things can't go my way. I shouldn't have the mentality to even think that everything should go according to my way. I should be more considerate and just shut the fuck up and stop being a bitch. I'm a stupid girl and a very naive one. Even my boyfriend hates me now. I like making second guesses that makes me worried and think too much. I miss the feeling that you feel in the beginning of the relationship. The one that makes the butterflies in your stomach go crazy. But its always just the first three months. It means.. DONT MAKE YOUR LIFE EVOLVE AROUND HIM. but cannot. I love clownzz

Anyways, lets see what pictures I can post.

This was dinner with my family. Randomly wanna take picture because they brought a camera ! :)

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This was a random yumcha with Yi-Vonne, Picky and Jac. And sorry I didn't take picture with Jac ! :(

Parent's company dinner. heh then after that it was Cheam's birthday celebration at Chill Out but I didn't take any pictures.

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Another random outing with Yi-Vonne Hooi

guess that's all for now. Lazy wanna talk about other outings. so yeah

BYEBYE

2010-03-26T20:29:00.000+08:00

Valentine's Day with Patrick Dempsey

2010-01-30T16:43:00.000+08:00

Valentine's Day. Yeah I'm talking about the movie. How can you possibly get such great cast in one movie. hot hunks. yes hunks. no boys.

From Ashton Kutcher to Bradley Cooper to both Mcdreamy and Mcsteamy. HOW CAN YOU RESIST. And put aside about how hot they can be, They're all great actor.

Not to forget, the beautiful ladies. Julia Roberts, Emma Watson, Jennifer Garner, Jessica Biel etc etc. Its like you dreamt or wished some of the stars were together in real life! (don't deny, I'm sure you guys want some of them to be together because they just look so good together)

Ashton Kutcher + Jennifer Garner ..

Bradley cooper + Jessica Biel

Taylor Lautner + Taylor Swift ..

note: That's those pair i think they look good together. Its not real

And also, I'll definitely keep McDreamy for myself.

Patrick Dempsey.

Hello my love.

I would so love to spend a date with him rather than with my boyf. YEAH. because since Valentine's Day falls on the first day of Chinese New Year, its hard for him to accompany me. I'm sure Patrick Dempsey would love to join me and my family for his first Chinese New Year :P

plus, If I'm not mistaken my family's going to Hong Kong for their CNY. so I'll have the freedom and the house woohooo

things that I would love to do with him is to have an amazing date and lots happy moments together. I'm sure my boyfriend wouldn't mind since he already has another girl in his mind. also, he knows i love Patrick Dempsey so whatever.

Okay guys, I've done my research. And recently he said he never believes in valentine's day!

Don't expect to get a Valentine from Patrick Dempsey.
"I've never really believed in Valentine's Day," he tells Reader's Digest.
But just because the 44-year-old actor -- who appears in the upcoming Valentine's Day (out Feb. 12) -- doesn't like the holiday, it doesn't mean he's not romantic.
"You're anxious about buying the right gift, but it's really about your heart, not a TV commercial for De Beers diamonds," he attests. "The best Valentine's Days are magical and spontaneous and just sort of unfold."
Fans of the Grey's Anatomy's McDreamy, however, can't compete with his wife, makeup artist Jillian, whom he says embodies everything he looks for in a woman.
"A sense of humor, strength, and, oh God, understanding," he says.
Dempsey -- who has three children with Jill, whom he married nearly 11 years ago -- also recalls his first kiss with "the girl behind home plate" when he was just a kid.
"I was in fifth or sixth grade and very nervous, intimidated, and unsure," he says. "Girls are all-consuming at that age."
http://www.usmagazine.com/healthylifestyle/news/patrick-dempsey-doesnt-believe-in-valentines-day-2010281

"A sense of humor, strength, and, oh God, understanding," he says.

This line SPELLS AMANDA CHENG YI LING OKAY.

Partick Dempsey, he has been married twice. He now have three childrens.

But that isn't important.

The most important thing is to make him happy and make him believe in Valentine's Day :P

So, the things I would love to do with Patrick Dempsey:

Firstly, I would love to go to a Car Racing show with him! He loves car racing. He is currently the

co-owner of Indy Car Series team Vision Racing. I think It would be really nice to do something he likes to do in his free time! Though I never know anything about cars, but whatever.. spending time with him would be my happiest time !

Second, I would love to take a walk at the beach and having out feet stick together. whee. I can see him topless and he can see me topless. woohoo. Im goin' crazehhh

Third, I would like to have a long drive with him in the car. I love being in the car where my love ones could drive me around. hehe. I like to be in the car, he likes cars. perfect :P

Fourth, instead of having amazing and expensive dinner with him, I would love to cook for him ! and yes FYI, I never cooked for anyone unless you're saying the maggi mee i spilled on my friend's leg. awful. but this time I will cook really good ! will find recipe ! :P

Fifth, right after that we will on some music, and dance to our favorite tune. I'm not a good dancer but I'm sure he is and he will teach me ! :P

Lastly, I'll buy a set of matching silk pajamas, and take turns modelling them for each other! It would be so awesome and he will be so charmingly sexy since he is one of the TOP 100 sexiest man afterall! And to add on for tomorrow morning, I will put an 'I LOVE YOU' note next to his pillow to brighten up his day :D

I never like irish american. but Patrick Dempsey is EXCEPTIONAL :)

Now tell me am I romantic or what :P

hehe

bye !

number

2010-01-09T19:26:00.000+08:00

I watched The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnasus.

I still don't really understand.

I cannot really understand movies like that.

But I'll still act like I understand.

Its so boring at the start but Its alright as it goes on.

I watched it in Summit. I bought kaya balls ! And another reason that I couldn't concentrate on the movie is because I remember telling myself not to finish the food before the movie actually start. So I kept on thinking like I'll eat it every 15 minutes. There goes the "predicting" of 15 minutes.

Then it turns out to be The Imaginarium Of Delicious Kaya Balls.

Anyways,

I bought 17 Again few weeks before and I just can't stop watching it again and again. .

I didn't like watching the first part because I thought that girl who plays the young scarlet, which is the mother. How can she get to kiss Zac so easily. She's NO ONE. NOBODY KNOWS YOU!!! NOBODY !!!!!!!!!!!!!! $$%$$!@#%@%!%^!@ (I don't care if she's somebody but to me she is nobody although I know she's getting popular but WAFAK)

yeah aherm.

then I fast forward to the part where he just clean himself up at his best friend's house. When he shout, I SHOUT.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" Zac shouted.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FASTER STRIP" I shouted.

I love his body, eventhough he doesn't have body as hot as wolverine, but what the heck. He's hot. He's just too hot I cannot STOP !! I WANNA HUG HIM. WHO CARES IF HE HAS HAIR AROUND HIS STOMACH.

and yeah .. aherm

Also, fast forward to the part where he just cleaned himself up with a new hairdo and new style of clothes ! YES YES THE PART WHERE HE DRIVES THAT NICE CAR AND WEAR HIS AWESOME TO THE AWESOME-NESS RAYBAN. DAMNNNNNNN

I HOPE HE BREAKS UP WITH VANESSA HUDGENS.

Actually I'm surprise that they're still together. :S

But if They really split ..

That means ..

"Hey Zac, call me ;)"

okay

By the way, I'm still confuse. If I should pick Rob Pattinson or Zac Efron.

The drug dealer or the gay face boy ?

Its not like I have a choice but funny thing is that non of my friends actually fancy them much.

WHY.

This world doesn't only revolve around JOHNNY DEPP OK.

zzz

emo.

and this pic doesn't even look emo.

double emo.

Bye

resolution ?

2010-01-07T20:04:00.000+08:00

New Years Resolution.

Again, seems like everyone had one now ! I also want la k.

Yes I want. PEOPLE do i also wanna do. I LIKE AH !

Don't let ?!

SHOOT ME LAH !

SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOT ME !!!

Don't dare right ?

Too bad lu.

alright, back to the point.

I remember my last year's resolution was mainly like

"must be prettier"
"must be skinnier"
"must study hard"
"must be good daughter"

and i think again..

"Don't make any resolution when it comes to New Years"

=/

Then I thought all those seem to be useless. LOL. never work right.

Don't bother dressing nice, don't bother to eat less also. LOL

so yeap.

Now lets see.

1. When I see people I know. I will straight say "HELLO". Regardless of whether how close we are. Cause I know all of you won't bother saying "HELLO" to me if I don't. So don't worry lah k. Everytime you see me dunnid to hide hide. Purposely look other side, so you don't have to say hi. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

2. Take care of my skin !! I want BEAUTIPUL SKINZZ. the best of the best pokemon skinzz. HOHO. My skin's dehydrated. too dry can see skin peelz off. Because of the make up. You know lah, the weather chard hot. everytime go in to my car i straight blow the air condzz to my face. hooooooooo.

3. I wanna be a good friend !! I wanna help them when i can and care for them ! HOHO. Be there for them and a shoulder for them cry! chey, see pokemon so good, you guys must take me as a role model man. tene tene benny. and also make new friends ! CANNOT BE SO SHY AND QUIET ANYMORE !!

4. I must get rid of my eye dark circles. My concealer cannot work anymore ! still can see black black. I feel so sad and ugly everytime i look at it wtf. Eh wait, i think this one is almost the same as the 2nd one. but whatever lah. must start puting cucumber on my eyes d. Pokemon with cucmber on its eyess .. O.O cucumbermon

5. Have a better relationship with clowny. actually nothing much also lah. we hardly argue. only i doh doh lan yeh want to argue. then he'll just tolerate. maybe i shud make him explode one day. clowny explode ohnozz. anyways, i want to have a normal relationship. LOL. ok

6. Be one the best student in class !! Must study hard and draw with passion ! this time the lecturer look so strict. zzz i scared. what if he uses the power that I don't have. I only thunderbolt .. *pika*

okay i think enough lah right. Later nothing happen one i GG.

k bye !

Tiger Woods Story

2010-01-03T16:29:00.000+08:00

I'm pretty late to check on his stuff. Guess I was pretty busy back then. I didn't bother much, since I'm not really a fan of his. But he's always like a good guy, a family man with a hot wife. Getting amazing golf shots.

hah, but too bad tiger woods.

WTF were you thinking man.

Just because you have this "I'm always a good guy" look, that doesn't mean no one will start to rat you out.

I salute you for hiding all this affair for so long. And also get to fooled like everyone. hahahaha, how stupid is he man. Thinking that this wouldn't leak.

I wonder how many endorsements will he lose over this.

THIS IS BEYOND OVER !!!!!!

I was really angry though. I mean wtf. His wife so hot.

WTF IS WRONG WITH HIM WOI.

And all his other mistresses are like fucking porn stars and not to mention, horrible looking face. EEEEW

This guy is just another Edison Chen alike. Sex addict. puik.

But this guy right here have like total of at least 11 mistress. wtf who is he tryna fool. Funny how this famous people are fooling themselves. PIECE OF SHIT. YIKES.

WTF WOI.

Will waykhong treat me that way. I wonder. Who knows now he's fucking another girl.

ok no.

OK I AM BORED. TOTALLY

New Years

2010-01-03T04:25:00.000+08:00

Its 4:25AM and I'm not asleep yet. I am not sleepy. WHY ? because I think too much.

I like to predict the future and think about the past but not enjoy the present. I tend to imagine bad horrible terrible stuff that will happen instead of those good sunny sunshine ones because I hate it when it doesn't come as expected.

I wish I could just go through everyday with no abusive feelings and go through life easily.

I don't whine about life as often anymore. Or maybe I don't at all already. Because I finally realize the real truth about life. I've been through stupidity and dramatic moments in my life. I am not saying I'm really very experienced like as if I got robbed or kidnapped or see the whole world before. no, my eyes not so big. (ok potong stim).

I learned that no one really gives a shit. No matter how sad your life can be, no one cares. people get annoyed by your whining and complaining. They act like they care, but they don't. Because they always have their own shit to deal with and we gotta learn to stand up on our own.

And I am different. I'm not saying that I'm uniquely different. But I'm just different.

People sometimes think of me as a joke as well. When some of them are my friends but some still dislike me, I'm sure there are some. I mean why judge ? What ? you have this ability to know how a person is like when you first see them or when you don't know them well at all or see them for fucking few god damn times only ?

YOU KNOW WTF ? Its not God's gift at all. Fucking save it. Stop judging people when you don't know them. Its annoying when people just think of you like some sorta weird person like ..

"Why you hang out with her? She's like so weird"

Yah, I am weird.

When people ask me what's my favourite colour, I go "God gave us all sorts of color, we shall no be picky and should love all the colors", oh since everyone thinks i'm weird for saying that, i'll choose white as my favourite color then.

or when I like Artist you don't like, you will be so bashful towards me.

Yes, I like Miley Cyrus. I still do like Britney Spears. and guess what I FUCKING LOVE LINDSAY LOHAN and Katy Perry is a fucking sohai and I think Lady Gaga tries too hard and Rihanna cannot sing.

I like Zac Efron, Hugh Jackman and Superjunior and I don't fancy Johnny Depp AT ALL.

I don't think Rachel McAdams is getting prettier. I think Megan Fox is overrated. Scarlett Johansen isn't the BEST. ugh wtf.

Sigh, things are different now.

I don't like humans anymore. I am living in Pandora.

Okay, enough of ranting.

Since everyone's doing a post for New Years, lets hope I'm not too late.

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

I did nothing much on the New Years Eve though. Was at Pyramid with way khong and his friend. met a lot of familiar faces which I already expected. Chilled at Republic for a while. Then went home.

Not a fan of fireworks, I don't think Its damn pretty or breathtaking. Its loud to me and I don't like.

Yeap, my life is boring, but i'm not complaining about it at all. I have people around me that makes me feel happy and appreciated when I'm totally wasted.

I have pretty lots of friends. But I have only a few close friends. Those that I could depend on and know that they will help me when they can.

:) yeap, those are my friends !

and yeah, the boyf's pics will be seperated lol

Cayang, the way you pose picture look semakin noob.
Though I'm still not over with anything yet, I know we'll still be together.
2010 will be a better year. Even if I don't feel like it will be, I will try my best.

Ai zee pokemonz trainerz aka clownyyy

bye !

:O

2009-12-25T18:22:00.000+08:00

okay lah from now on try to update my blog frequently.

but actually right, kenot update too frequently one cause my everyday life is like the same. can die.

see? now i don't know what to update.

and i've heard our class starting on the 4th of January. like wtf, after a long hardwork all i get is 2 and 1/2 weeks for holidays. :( meh hai tatsun hoi. mou gam lah.

thank god its short sem. i heard. gonna have either 1 or 2 subjects.

and and

Yi-vonne is gonna come to TOA next year and gonna follow my car. hahahaha. just for a mean time before she gets her transformer car.

then we'll see her stoning in ming tien just like any other students there lol

okok, i will be a daily blogger for this few days k. yeah lah this few days only. lol

and yeah, today is christmas. so..

Merry Christmas everyone :)

(am still wondering what am i gonna get frm clowny)

lets hope he give me a ONE MONTH BUFFET TICKET. bilibalabilibom

haih, shit i'm hungry lol.

byebye

clown

2009-12-19T14:19:00.000+08:00

Pokemon not cute. .

Pokemon damn problematic. .

when pokemon angry, she say stuff she don't mean. .

then clowny sad. thinking why pokemon like that . .

then when clowny ask why pokemon don't think stuff that don't matter . .

pokemon wanna tell him but afraid that it isn't the right answer . .

clowny don't know what to do . .

sigh. I constantly tell you how much I love you but I only say it, I don't show it. When you start telling me stuff and try to understand what is on my mind but I try to exit in the middle of discussion or trying to dominate the discussion, competing for the victim position, being more indirect about what you want and give no response. Cause its always when you start talking i don't know how to think.

how much I can say or fight for myself, what type of nonsense i can think of say about my feelings and making you not to sleep because of a hanging conversation. You still never get angry or start shouting at me.

haih..

I love you . . I really do.

I have no idea how to show or say it to make you really believe that I love you a lot. But I know I'm a nut sometimes, asking you to drive when its my car or you're tired, asking you to go home but I know I'll emo later (-_-), kept on telling you that you don't love me for no fucking damn reason. lol. Refuse to show my love to you to anyone at all.

I really want to be with you

I love you for who you really are and me for who I am when I'm with you.

I love you MOST.

though you always play mafia wars (the comp screen) but its okay. . .

OMG.. should I post this up.. wtf. pokemon embarrassed. TT . .

okay clowny this one for you ah. see i love you so much. babi... LOL

byebye

I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE I'M POSTING THIS UP. too cheesy for me... lol. omg.

STFU AMANDA CHENG LOL

2009-12-14T19:47:00.002+08:00

finally, the horror for sem 2 is done. yay ! excited !!!

From this semester, I've learned a lot other than the plan drawings and model making.

Its the people. yes, the people.

There are some who doesn't show up for discussions, or they don't do anything at all, quited the course or giving all sorts of excuses that they think we'll buy it. pretty stupid.

For interior design 2, we definitely been through a lot. because of the members absence and irresponsibility, we must keep up to their pace and all sorts of shits. And of course about the case that no one wants to be a part of our group member which i guess it's because we are NOT good enough for them.

We stressed about everything like we have to rush for the drawings, the plan and the design because its constantly getting rejected. When the other groups have more manpower and definitely happier because they have like what? 5 or 6 group members when only 2 person in our group is doing almost all the work.

after stressing about that subject, we had another subject to stress about. LCS 2. where we have to advertise the travelling packages. And there goes, when almost the other members saying that they are busy because of Interior Design 2. I find it weird because we have 3 members and they have 6 members, why the fuck are they telling us they can't do anything..

so previous nights before, Kelly did 50 slides on power point all by herself, and i have to go ask keith to help me on our posters. then the next days we have drawings to hand in. its so stressful because no one tends to know that we are suffering. and in the end the members just hve to fucking read it and get credits for themselves when they've done almost close to nothing.

I'm not trying to compare or create any scene here but seriously, don't treat us like dumbfucks. Treating us like as if we are okay with anything at all. doing everything when you guys just telling shits like you're fucking busy with other subjects.

I'm not pointing fingers at anyone. I'm pointing fingers at everyone. yeah, maybe no one likes me in the class because i am not good in drawing, not good in designing, that is why people don't want to be in a group with me. but seriously, who are you all to underestimate people.

But i don't think we can do anything, just gotta move on and take it as a lesson. so we move on without all sorts of burden on us.

we ended up doing so well, and learnt that hardwork does pays off. LCS 2 getting good compliments and lecturer wanting to keep the poster and Interior Design getting excellent compliments frm the lecturer, when she's so impressed with us because we only have 3 members left.

"your group's design is one of the design that i will remember the most, excellent"

I almost wanted to cry man LOL

and of course i wanna thank someone,

KELLY ONG.

The one I've been through with a lot. She is the girl who taught me a lot aka my sifu. lol when i break down and i cried because i thought my work can't be done in time, she offers to stay in college to teach me one by one. And she is just so humble when i always praise how amazing her drawings and colorings are.

also, she always brings all sorts of shits to make things happier when everything is going down. funny how we can click so easily. can't even rmb how we actually started getting so close. haha. and when i don't have enough drawings to hand in she helped me to draw two drawings. and also all my last minute work she helped me to do and also taught me a lot.

tell me lah, where can you find such good friend in college that can do so much for you!?

she is definitely my backbone in college. :)

love you ONG KELLY !

HEHEHEHE :P

and stupid ong kim swee, despite all the shit you gave us, kla, at least you're still my first friend in college. LOL

and also ..

ok byebye !

2009-11-17T11:33:00.000+08:00

in class now.
student lounge.
listening to my ipod
more like listening to Frou Frou
i don't know if its suitable for a morning mood song
but what the fuck
fuck
fuck heh

created my chanel bedroom yesterday.
coco chanel's apartment is amazing.
of course i won't follow her idea.
but what the fuck
fuck
fuck heh

kla,
now i am hungry although i cooked maggi
i wanna eat again
but i wanna keep fit la meh hai
i want eat KFC
nobody want eat with me
but what the fuck
fuck
fuck heh

today i wore skirt.
the skirt that I am wearing for the 2nd time only
bought from summit
summit is one scary place
but what the fuck
fuck
fuck heh

haih wht the fuck i crapping.
I have so many work to do TT
I know i'm not suppose to complain but i cried.
i cried because i hate the work i have to do.
draw draw draw, i'm sick of drawing perspective
need more motivation
NEED MORE ID BOOKS
MUST BUY
BUT NO MONEY
fail

"I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me,
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got"

yes, its not frou frou anymore.
but what the fuck
fuck
fuck heh

when is my sem break coming OHMEEGOTZ

my mum is considering to buy me a laptop
so nice of her
maybe because i always take a laptop around
mader aku takutzz ohnozz

and i am at TOA what right
the connection like shiet. lol

k group members came.
bye

:)

2009-11-09T18:20:00.000+08:00

JUST SCROLL DOWN

DON'T STOP SCROLLING

that's what I call sexy

I fucking wanna eat the shells and tray together

Pasta oh pasta

PIZZA WAFAK MAHAI HELP ME LA

SIGH

this is pumpkin waffles. I don't like pumpkin but LAN I CARE AH

GIMME MOCHI OR YOU SHALL DIE TONIGHT

NOM NOM NOM NOM

GIVE ME LAH YOR

Ice cream sandwich

whip whip whipped cream

I love you more than anyone else

same goes to you love

Pastriesssss :(

One cannot think well, love well, sleep well, if one has not dined well.

POKEMON FLOATING

WHEN I BECOME INTERIOR DESIGNER ALREADY I WILL BE RICH.

AND I WILL GO ALL AROUND THE WORLD

EAT ALL THE FOOD

ALL

ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

FUCK ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

and to me dearest WAY KHONG

I will not look like Pikachu anymore but Snorlex

You will be Norbit and I will be Rasputia

I go from S/M to XXXXXXXXXXXXL

I WILL LOOK LIKE DONUT

please don't leave me after my food marathon around the world succeeded.

I love you

and my birthday coming.

Thanks for all the food first k.

bye

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CRAP.

I want all those food la woi MARI LAH TAKAU !!

okay lets act like nothing happened

Hai people.

I want to go on a diet.

And I think I really need to.

I am getting fatter.

UGLIER.

OMG POKEMON DIEZZZ

There's no LCS class tomorrow.

But gonna be replaced on thursday.

NO DIFFERENCE RIGHT MAHAI.

I got happy for nothing -.-

And there's like smth inside my left eye

FUCK.

I start to hate college now

Maybe because everyone's got like a group or friends to have fun with them.

I'm always the odd one.

At least they have something to look forward to in college

I'm not talking rubbish abt anyone okay.

I'm just saying lol

haih, lets just hope i won't fail my interior visual.

since i've been absent and not handing in assignments.

HOW ? DIE LOR ! DIE WITH ME PLEAZE

I DOWAN TO FAIL

heh bai

hai

2009-11-05T21:14:00.000+08:00

all time favourite

bye

rants

2009-10-31T21:50:00.000+08:00

SETTLED

Happily ever after

bye

O.o

2009-10-22T22:45:00.000+08:00

haihh

anyways,

yesterday night. way khong came my house studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyda ji hao

and I'm alone. doing nothing

while I . . .

you know. hurm

okok enough. lol

Today my work got rejected TT
not the first time but of course it doesn't feel good at all.

So i have to redraw the layout plan of my room.

this time come in straight saw teevee and couch !! then then got BAR COUNTER there also ! :P

THEN THEN got divider to divide between the social zone and the others, then walk frm social zone straight go work zone. WAHAHAHA. ._.

then then then !! my BED ! beside WINDOW YO ! BIG BIG RECTANGULAR WINDOWS ! CAN SEE CONSTRUCTIONS AND BIRD SHITS HEHEKS

then then THEN THEN got dressing table further infront of my bed. wah sai..

sound very zapbalang hor? but NO. VERY NICE ONE. >:(

oh yeah forgot..

then BATHROOM !
got bathtub and shower and w.c and sink and mirror.
(ok this one nth to say)

then Walk-in closet !
nothing much lah. havent find pictures yet. LATER FIND.

THEN IF VERY NICE YOU ALL DIE !
WHY YOU ALL DIE ?!
I DUNNO WHY !
SEI SOHAI

lol random.

and I was wondering why this semester not very stress.
I WAS WRONG

I WAS SO GODDAMN WRONG

I LOVE WAY KHONG
HE IS KING KONG

HAIH WTH

work all here already =/

3 perspective drawings
eric leong's homework
eric leong's assignment
bedroom plan drawings

pictures for the bedroom
perspective drawings for the bedroom !!
composition of the assigment TT
ceiling plan..
Light plan..
floor plan...
FURNITURE PLAN..

I AM NOT COMPLAINING. DON'T COME TO MY CBOX SAY :

its like that one lah college
why you so lazy

then why you still blog? go do work la
don't complain
why your boobs so small
why you face problem
@%$#%@*%

you can say.. :
WAH YOU SO LENG LUI

okok. should end this sohai talk.

bye

good ol' dayz

2009-10-17T18:38:00.000+08:00

you fill me with sunshine

there isn't much to do today. looking at old pictures with my brothers count? yes. scroll down then. .

back when i had short hair. at genting. taking picture looking like a fool

used to love dumbo. so I ride on dumbo. look! I'm a PIRATE. HEHEK

I have stoner face. I think I still do.

back when i think mum was the best among everyone else in this world.

i think i still pose like this. UHMP !

potential to be the world's best broadway singer/performer. HAHA

OhNoZz ! Its Pokemon! hehe

back when i love cycling around the neighborhood.

during form 1. yeah. muka sohai. cannot publish. ;P

back when I'm such a good sister. taking care of everyone. oh wait. I still am :D

my long lost sister

OOHMAGOD ! EGGS ! HEHEHE yes. my eggs never rot. Eggs = cheekbones

back when I was still living in Court 8. spot the bugs bunny on the sofa behind me. Used to have a bugs bunny mug too !

OKAY PROPER UPDATE. SOON

STAY TUNE HEHEHE

byebye

craving for ice

2009-09-29T20:36:00.000+08:00

random

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
shoulder. lol

2. How did you feel when you woke up this MORNING?
don't wanna wake up ?

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo WITH ?
primary schoolmates

4.Would you consider yourself SPOILED ?
No, i guess ?

5.Will you ever donate BLOOD
yes

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite SEX ?
OhYeZz

7. Do you want someone to be DEAD ?
no, why would I.. haha

8. What does your last text message SAY?
"Home already Syg?"

9. What are you thinking about right NOW ?
Should I go out or stay home

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right NOW ?
Yes. Itu clownyyy

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
4am + ?

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Nichi tank top.

13. Is someone on your mind right NOW ?
yep.

14.Who was the last person who text YOU ?
Way Khong the sohai clownyyy

BABAIZZ

2009-09-27T10:14:00.000+08:00

Don't know how to feel anymore.
Need some time alone?
Thought I'm fine yesterday.
I Can live without you. though I thought I couldn't.
Wants everything to be the same again.
Need to wake up.

THIS SUCKS T~T
LOVE IS SO HARD

I HATE MYSELF BYE

Amanda

2009-09-25T00:15:00.000+08:00

So assignment 1 is up.

My Desired Bedroom.

I couldn't think of anything at all. (as usual) until i'm at like the "panic station" or last minute time or or or "omg its tomorrow leh diu niama!" yeah. guess i could think of smth. lol

BUT I JUST THOUGHT OF SOMETHING. I WANT A VERY CHILL BEDROOM. LIKE YOU CAN WHATEVER YOU LIKE AND DON'T NEED MUCH EFFORT. more like lazy bedroom la k.

I need technical pen. haih. Vision art no stock. T_T diee, how to complete my orthographic and isometric. gg

I can't sleep.

way khong is on my bed snoring like he is an F1 racer. suddenly damn loud, suddenly damn soft (pit stop) then continue snore like he confirm win like that. zzz
_____________________________________________________________

AND I'M ON DIET WEYH. OMG I GOT FATTER =/
I want to be skinny.
I don't wanna be TALL AND BIG.

and and right, i seriously don't like those ppl that's in my college right.. okay lah, not only in college but mainly in college or everywhere la k. stand in the middle of the way like they don't care. they see me coming also don't give way, then look at me why i looking at them.

I SO BIG AND TALL CANNOT SEE AH FREN

ZZZZZZZZZZZ

and I'm poor. like really poor. no money again. pokemon die. have to go pokecenter

OhNoZz

AND GUESS WHAT I DREAMT OF YESTERDAY !

I dreamt of Baskin Robbin selling donuts, and there's this guy said that if I pay RM18 i get 90 donuts ! LOL. then i paid, then he gave me a note saying:

"JUST KIDDING^^"

WANT SLAP HIS FACE HARD.

then i ran to JCO and wanna pay for my yummy and delicious donuts that time, my phone rang

THEN I REALISE I'M ON MY BED.

ALARM CLOCK. . .

AND I'M LATE ! class starts at 10am i woke up at 9:50am

SIGHHH

NO FUTURE

And here comes, some camwhore again. Please don't call me ugly. Pokemon will very sadz.

YOU GO PUT ON MY CBOX SAY I VERY UGLY AGAIN I WILL DELETE THE COMMENT WAHAHAHA SOHAI !

okay Pause for a while.

Way khong just stopped snoring and twist his body damn hard to the right. can see his face like angry weyh.

I KNOW ! HE BANG CAR ! THEN HE'S INJURED..

seriously, he's not snoring already.

oh well, lets continue.

haih. why i so vain. k next post no picture T_T

byebye

WORST DAY OF MY LIFE

2009-09-17T16:02:00.000+08:00

I HATE MY LIFE. I SWEAR I HATE IT. DON'T SAY I DON'T APPRECIATE LIFE AND BLA BLA FUCK BECAUSE I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU SAY NOW. I TRIED APPRECIATING BUT CANNOT. MAHAI.

I wish i could run into an accident and hurt myself so i don't have to drive anymore. I've always hated driving. I never liked driving at all. I am LAZY to drive and don't give a shit about it. mahai, everyday have to fetch my brother. diu 9 lei. I want be interior designer okay. I dowan be driver la ccb.

My stupid brother kept complaining to my mum about my driving. diu nia seng, I bang the car and and die tgt with you also can ah fei chai. NOW stop telling me i'm cursing my own brother. I can do what i want. If you dont like, then figure out my blogger's password and change my post for me lah sohai.

I TELL YOU, if only u13 got gangster macam yakuza semua, ANDDDDDDDD if only i know them. I'm gonna ask them to whack him (okay no lah, wanna let out my anger).

OR OR OR.. put Way Khong's cigarettes in his bags then purposely show my dad. (dream come true)

Plus, just now mum says wanna eat lunch. Diu, want me fetch you around the bank only is it. pfft. Kept me starving and i hungry that time emo one okay. i hate my life. diu.

then later have to fetch that 3 boys again. zzz. SIEN LAH. DENG. I HATE DRIVING LOR. FUCKERR, NEXT TIME IF I RICH ALREADY I WILL FIND A DRIVER. Don't need to ask me what car i want okay. I want driver la diu nia seng. drive drive drive, drive your dead grandmother la.

MALAYSIAN driver also like sohai. Think your grandfather's road is it. meh hai. come in half to my lane go straight only mcb. bang 9 7 you only you knw sei sor poh. and then another one. go so slow for what. see your head come out from the car looking at houses. ONLY ONE LANE THERE LEH DAI LOU. SUMMORE YOUR CAR SOHAI. SPOILER SO BIG FOR WHAT. WANT FLY IS IT? WANT FLY GO BUY AEROPLANE LA MALOU.

WHAT ?

NOW YOU WANNA LECTURE ME? SAY I'M SUCH A TURN OFF FOR CURSING AND ALL BECAUSE MY FACE DOESN'T SUIT AND BLA BLA BLA.

FUCK YOU.

Don't need your opinions k. I know what I'm doing and what I'm saying. _l_

AND DON'T ASK ME CHILL.

I WANT TO CHILL I DON'T KNOW HOW TO CHILL MYSELF AH

FUCKKKKK

And then went eat at that simply nyona at taipan, ask what's in the curry laksa, tell me got soup. mahai, i don't know meh. I very stupid meh. CIBAI LAN TOU.

then later have to buy dinner for my brothers. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
JAM JAM JAM ALL THE WAY. SERIOUSLY, SHOULD JUST EAT MAGGI ONLY LAH. YOUR SISTER HERE ALWAYS EAT MAGGI, SOON WILL BE BOTAK ONE LAH DIU.

KLA BYE

tired

2009-09-14T17:40:00.000+08:00

Today I came home. Tired. I just hate drawing class because I have to carry shit loads of stuff. :(

But today my lecturer said he liked my drawing ! i feel so good ~ ;P

and, I'm not finished with those SS-ugly pictures of mine.

I came home, I have the mood, here I come >:)

hello my fellow friends

hello my fellow fans. HAHA sorry :(

O.o

sume muke cover cover

see the black roots. eeks

okay i promise no more picture next time bye lol

EDIT:

ALREADY MOVIE OF THE YEAR FOR ME :P

no title

2009-09-13T22:44:00.000+08:00

If only. Those must be the two saddest words in the world.

Today I'm being such a nice daughter. Went dinner with my family and aunty. Well, its my mum's birthday anyways. Located somewhere in Cheras. The food there ... MEHHHH. I didn't eat much. Cause no RICE. when there's rice.. I SAPU 99 !

its me. only me.

picture quality suck after uploading.

and my youngest brother get to choose the cake for my mum. So.. guess what?

OhNoZz ! what's that !

ITS POKEMON ! and that dogg, fren fren lah

I DAMN LAME WEYH.

see, these days I've been updating a lot. Because the TOA assignment horror isn't here yet. so i think i should pay some attention to my blog before nightmare beginss.

and I watched Ugly Truth ! I love it ! Gonna watch with bb again ! heh

k, bye

OhNoZz

2009-09-12T01:38:00.000+08:00

EHEKZ I so the miangzz

Today i decided to blog about my life ! I don't want my blog to die anyways. so yeah.

I've never talked about my college life eh. Although i'm not close to them but here are some pictures. you guys like picture only right ?! -.-

they were drawing all sorts of cartoons. lol

sorry ah, tht day no concealer and make up muka mcm berak. btw its me, shirly and raymond.

uh huh. AIYO MY LIFE DAMN BORING MAHAI. LOL

_________________________________________________________________

SO ! I WAS SUPPOSE TO POST THIS YESTERDAY. lulz. oh wellzz.

I feel sad. JONGHUN!! WHY WHY OH WHY.
THAT GIRL DAMN UGLY K

i'm talkingg abt the Mnet Scandal where he's kinda like dating this girl.

HAIH.

actually, Jonghun is my husband.

Way khong.. is my 'Man Storage'.

still figuring out what is it in english. uhrm. thank you google translator..

okay being lame. I KID I KID !!

ANYWAYS.

I'm still trying very hard to roll the 'R'.

but i sounded like a dog growling =/

AND TODAY I didn't attend class. the first class of interior design. was suppose to. but oh wellz, lazy lah. pokemon skillz

And i haven't start drawing yet. the first perspective drawing with coloursss. fuish.

see my post all damn random. -.-

I WANT SMALLER LEGS ! my cellulite damn obvious i tell you.

Bulu and cellulites. eew wtf.

OKAY man storage here liaoz.

byebye.

random X2

2009-09-10T19:46:00.000+08:00

JUST BECAUSE . . .

i want to show my pretty fingers ;P

i think i very yengzz here

i love this sms

to entertain my brother

i look like a real pokemon here

we both looked good that night :D

my skin look extra good here

this picture can't see the obvious crooked teeth of mine zz

we both like black and white pictures lol

he took this picture :)

i wanna show off my new bed EHEKZ

he said he looked like crap in this picture. WOOHOO

JUST BECAUSE POKEMON DON'T KNOW WHAT TO POST.
COLLEGE STARTED.
BORING.
BYE.

102#

2009-09-01T23:55:00.000+08:00

I don't know what I'm feeling now. Feels weird, I just never felt like this before. So wanting to take that anger out of my chest but I just don't know how. I don't get why do I have to feel this way. I can choose to forget all the bad memories and move on. Unfortunately, i cannot. CANNOT. I tend to store my anger and sorrows in my brain so that next time when I know I'm sad, I know there's nothing worse than what I've gone through after every single scars I've felt.

FUCK THIS SHIT

I need to stop thinking too much as well. It'll make everything go worse and I don't want that to happen at all. BUT CANNOT ALSO OMFG. Because you're the only one i think about. Anything and everything that relates to you, I WILL THINK ! last time my hobby is THINKING.

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

I feel so sad :( gahh, i'm immature.

yes i am emo. the whole day sucked. I've been abandoned, unappreciated and unloved.

this time i get a bit personal
guess because I don't know how to tell anyone how i felt.

goodbye

post of the day

2009-08-30T01:39:00.000+08:00

Hi I am Amanda Cheng. I like pokemon, food, singing, my pc, ipod, etc. I afraid of ghosts, heights, being broke and getting bad results. Its my holidays now and thats why I changed my blog name into FREEDOM but then, I feel like changing it to BOREDOM. Anyways, I'm joking. Im not Amanda. Miss Amanda is down on her bed at this very moment fast asleep. But the stuff that I wrote above is all fully her thoughts, no alterations. Nevertheless, I am quite aware that our beloved Amanda's blog has a fair number of readers. And knowing that our Amanda is quite the very lazy and there hasnt been a proper post for weeks, I am here to help her update her blog :P Regrettably, for those people who enjoyed Amanda's writings, todays post might not be whats expected.

Long story short, I'll do a post on her. Amanda Cheng Yi Ling is one of the most easy going girl I've ever met. She has a few good friends but she can hang out with anyone, listen and talk about almost any crap that you can think of. She's casual, kind and witty. However, she is a little tougher than some girls you know cuz she's overcome so much by herself. People who knows her might probably know what Im talking about and agree to my statement. Also Amanda has a sweet decent looking face and I know this as a fact cuz her facebook receives about 72457245 stranger requests a day. But I'd understand. Cuz if I didnt know her.. I'd probably stalk her facebook too -.- Till this very moment, I've come to know Amanda for almost 4 months. In this good 4 months, I've come to conclude that Amanda is a true friend material, a workaholic, a lovable person, an inspiration, and a very big influence especially in me. So to those who know her, cherish her because there may not be another Amanda Cheng in this world.

which one ?

2009-08-25T11:34:00.000+08:00

edward cullen watching you sleep ..

or watching you bathe..

HEHE

byebye

pokemon !

2009-08-23T18:58:00.000+08:00

GREETINGS AGAIN PEOPLE ! i'm POKEMON >:)
*thunderbolt*

okay ._.

I'm a soompi fanatic ;P you can always see my name under the user online thingy

I saw a site on the Beauty & Fashion. I wonder if any of you guys tried this before. i just tried !
Its about analyzing your face and see if you are beautiful :S

CLICK HERE
you just have to place some dots on your face.

and from what i heard, Jessica Alba got 9 hmmmph

Jaejoong got 8.59. HOW CAN !? HE should be like 10 okay! BEST LOOKING IN KOLEA ! but some other pictures, he's 9.2 :)

while nichkhun got 7.86 !!! O_O MANA BOLEH he's like 10 OUT OF 10 OKAY

Lee min ho got 9.27 .. of courseee :) good enough !

winona ryder got 8.6. how can yerrrr

keira knightley got 6.2. hurmm

ANDDDDDDDDDD

I got an 8 ! I'm prettier than Keira Knightley HEHE WAHAHAHA HOHOHO

okok you must be wondering why my one have to put so big font. SORRY LU lol

lol okay, First of all i kinda think this site also bullshait one. just see how symmetrical your face is then see you pretty or not. geeee

but there's another one in korea, where they put go ara's picture and she got 98.61% attractiveness.

HERE !

hurmm. go ara so pretty =/

okay i know lah i damn lifeless. LOL. what to do, sem break boring sial. ZZZ at least an update. not about my life somemoree. sienzzz

okay

byebye LOL

ooh

2009-08-13T13:46:00.000+08:00

GREETINGS !

whee ~ my sem break's starting next week !! or no! this saturday !! i'm so happy. but i still have one assignment and exam. hohoho, then i'm done. interior history. zzz

nth happen in my life man. so lifeless zz

i'm suppose to like do my journal ._. but i'm complaining about my life here.

i'm not good in blogging already. LOL. i dnt knw wht to write. just now i camwhore sikit

winked wrong eye.

a proper one heh

AIYO WHAT UPDATE IS THIS.

okay proper update next time

byebye

(:

2009-07-28T11:47:00.000+08:00

hello people.

today i skipped college. menstrual crampsssss. zzz. i've never get menstrual cramps in my life until this year. i can barely move yesterday night !

i hope i can just rest today and do some work.
i have so much to do !!! :(

Section drawing
Journal
interior history's presentation
interior design's final project
eric leong's final assignment
eric leong's exam !!
LCS EXAM
INTERIOR HISTORY EXAM ZOMG
Malaysian studies' final exam
interior visual's drawingss

haihhh, is this even a proper update? lol nvm

my life's not happening at all. zz

edit:

i'm at safety's house now. and he's ANNOYING. steal my guitar and strum like sohai.

kidding ! ai ni

lalalalalalalalala

k ppl, see you ~

byebye

pokemon

2009-07-17T04:00:00.000+08:00

i can't sleep. haiyo. its 4:05 now. KENAPA
I know my blog's fucking dying or its dead i don't know.

i'm sure i'll do smth abt it.

SOON

very very soon.

and nth much is happening in my life now. its just, no more the fun nights due to the amount of assignments given.

and i need to lose weight ! too much bueno.

DIET !!! I WANNA BE at least 45kg lah.

andd my face, getting bad bad bad

meanwhile..

MUKE POKEMON ! MY VERSION

sorry, aku ss terlalu byk liao.

byebye

random

2009-07-05T12:43:00.000+08:00

incase you wanna knw how i look like now.

AND

byebye

: (

2009-06-14T00:06:00.000+08:00

muka SS

*T_T AKU SEDIH*

Ini post nombor 90#
oooooh

i have shits to write.
why WRITE?! I PRO TYPING HAVE TO WRITE T_T
Its like all the way back to high school man.
WHAT THE BAWWWS

And i only got C for all my drawings :(

i look at my lecturer he smile only.

diu

and my head blank to think about any designs for my interior design class.
so i guess i'll just FINISH all my WRITINGSSSS ZZ

I HATE WRITING.
EVERSINCE I HAVE TO WRITE
TADIKA BRAINCHILD TO SMKUSJ13
I HAVE CHICKEN HANDWRITING

da bawwwws?!!!

and i played back all my cd-r
i forgot some of the songs.
but i just found one !

mew's snow brigade. one of my favs during form 3

WHEE

bye balls

faggots

2009-06-08T23:03:00.000+08:00

SERIOUSLY ASSHOLES, GO AWAY

FUCKING GET OUT FROM MY LIFE!!!

STOP RELATING ME TO ANYONE!!!

I AM AMANDA CHENG. FUCKING LENG LUI OKAY. DIU

I DIDN'T FOLLOW ANYONE, I DON'T HAVE TO AND I WILL NEVER NEED TO..

SO STFU AND STOP CARING ABOUT PPL'S LIFE

I'M FUCKING CHILLED OKAY. SO JUST SHIT YOU ASSHOLES AND GO DIG NOSE PLS NIA SENG

I HATE ASSHOLES! BB WE SHOULD JUST DESTROY THEM !

WHAT THE BALLS !?!!

i bet no one understands.

till then..

BYE FUCKERS

2009-06-05T01:26:00.000+08:00

My vocal exam is on this saturday! aku stresssssss.

all of a sudden, I miss, the tour guide when i went to japan :S

(or when i went japan)??

i need a new haircut. a new hair colour.

I thought of dark green. I'm not LOA. dark green's pretty cool.

goodnight.

byebye

RANDOM

2009-05-23T00:33:00.000+08:00

I'm worried :(

What if i fail
What if the marks too low

i fucking hate this feeling.

PHUKET !! T_T

i'm not suppose to be stressed anyways. i can choose not to be right. sigh. why i choose to be stress. diu, stress for what.

DUDE SERIOUSLY WTF IS WRONG WITH ME

T_T

I'm not trying to make my blog funny this way, but i'm just so fucking random like tht. i need water. i'm so lazy to get it. i'm blogging but not researching abt my vocal when i still hve time ! WTF.

I sound so immature. SIGH

I AM NOT COMPLAINING OK. (O.o)

ok, proper update next time

wait, come to think of it.. i never have a proper update before. maybe =/
wait.. have or had? SIGH. THANKS TO PENGAJIAN MALAYSIA'S LECTURER !

SHE MADE MY ENGLISH THIS WAY

heh

byebye

SIGHHH

2009-05-22T01:43:00.000+08:00

Aiyo

I regret for wanting to take my vocal exam. which i am gonna be taking, on the 6th of June. Diu. i'm not happy :( i feel so down right now. I cannot sing Ave Maria as the first song anymore because i'm fucking cibai bad at it. First impression is always ze important one. And plus, its definately harder if I put it after my Broadway Medley songs because i'll be panting by then and i won't sound good anymore ! WADAFARK?!! HOW ? DIE TOGETHER LOR DENG.

SIGH

WHAIIIII :(

and i have this artwork thing. i hate that lecturer. she's so full of herself. now her hair's short. she think she's pretty. but of course, i'm prettier. (DIU DAMN SS LOR )

:(

I know i'm not suppose to complain about my life because everyone goes through the same thing or worse. but i just wanna let it out and bla bla bla. go shit. and also, I'm not suppose to curse.*shrugs* but damn it, LIKE ANY OF YOU WILL MARRY ME. SO STFU AND LEMME CURSE CIBAI ASSWIPESSSSSSS. at least i still have Safety *show super cute angel face*

SIGHHH

BIGGER SIGHHHHH

and i fucking hate it when ppl come to me and say "enjoy your life before college start, you'll suffer" Sei pat po and sei pat gong !! GO DIEEE !! stop acting like you're so OLD and EXPERIENCED. not mentioning anyone. but almost EVERYONE. zzzzz. like seriously stop. Jgn act like you knw everything abt college. COME TO TOA AND DIE WITH ME LAH DIU

*STOP CURSING LAH AMANDA CHENG T_T*

I needa change my blogskin. its getting boring. ZZZZ

I AM VERY SLEEPY NOW
BUT I KENOT SLEEP BECAUSE?!?!

reason being:
FINISH VOCAL EXAM'S SUMMARIES
THINK OF WHAT TO BUILD ON MY ARTWORK
WHAT TO BUY
TOMORROW'S PLAN
TOMORROW'S VOCAL CLASS (i died today. yes, blame ave maria ppl. no wonder its banned!)
SAFETY TOO ANNOYING, SO I MISS HIM NOW. yalo yalo deng. zz

And i want new camera !! I BELIEVE ITS MY CAMERA WHO MAKES ME LOOK SO UGLY IN PICTURES THESE DAYS. ( i seriously have to stop)

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHH

BIGGEST SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Bye ppl. I love you.

byebye